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I found myself looking through my diaries from many years ago last night and thought… hmmm.. I want to share something from it. So here it is…

The Channeler

An excerpt from one moment in time… many years back… by JV

Charles told me to come in and sit down. He said I didn’t need to be afraid. That there were many angels surrounding me and looking out for me.

As the energy of the room grew stronger, Charles’s whole demeanor transformed, as he warned me it would, and I felt utterly confused as to what I was experiencing. I stood there paralyzed, unable to move, afraid of what was next to come. And then, then, he asked me one simply question, “Do you love yourself?”

I felt this surge of energy rush from the bottom of my feet, continuing straight up into the top of my neck, ’till it finally bulleted up my throat. I could not hold back the tears that started to pour out of my eyes and down my pale plump cheeks. I stood still. I stood silent. I gasped for air. I could not answer his question honestly, so I just stood there, stuck inside my own broken body. Yes, I remained silent. I remained still…

This began the real journey in my life. That was 18 years ago. That was when I knew there was something more to me I just wasn’t quite aware of. It was then that I new something must change. I knew that I had been living in my own fantasy world, one filled with fear, denial and lies. It was time for a shift, an internal reconstruction of sorts. TO BE CONTINUED…